2025 Wrapup

me (3rd from left, elezen) in ffxiv with friends in starlight celebreation outfits

Earlier this year our AAA game company suffered mass layoffs, all my friends at work have been made redundant and I'm alone at my job, and a lot of new games fell flat. AAA is looking worse and worse, and I'm not very optimistic about future releases. It's unlucky that I've spent my life working towards this career for it to explode right as I get started. FUCK ah well

We Continue - here's my silly little projects

Games

Made Trainplanner and won #1st place in every category out of 122 entries! This was great fun and I love the Love2D gang.

trainplanner #1 for gameplay, mood, audio, graphics and overall

Also made Candela with the lovely mothkira. Making 3D things in Love2D is hard, and I spent the majority of the time fixing bugs in love-gltf rather than making games. I wish I did this beforehand. Despite that, our rankings were still pretty great! It feels undeserved since I definitely underdelivered on the gameplay due to tech issues, but Moth's 3D and UI art was cool.

girl on elevator with buy menu
candela girl shooting robot
candela #1 for everything except audio where we came #2

Tetrenga's also on Steam now, which has been a fun project. Team Sylph is official...

tetrenga on steam

Writing

I wrote a short story called girls in rock. It's about a girl who got in a mining accident and is now scared of mining forever and feels bad about it, but instead of facing her fear, she'd rather feel the guilt of doing nothing. She gets a new mining partner, and tries to get her to affirm and validate her fear, but she's a brick wall. Her desperation for this affirmation sorta makes her Go Through It.

Writing is nice. I was sad when I wrote this and I don't think it demonstrated the moral I was going for, it was bad but it was fun.

I'm practicing more writing and hoarding it to myself - you may or may not see more stories from me next year.

clean drawing of girl with no arm, next to draft art of girl saying what da hellshit

Other Stuff

I played the Factorio DLC with Cero. This DLC surprised me with how fun it was - a lot of Factorio mods introduce complexity, but this DLC transforms the way you play quite a lot. (Cero also transformed the way I play too because she hates using bots OAUHG - though belts ended up being more fun, even if it was more complicated)

me and cero on the factorio DLC completion screen
our factorio earth base
thumbnail drawing cero did, im shaking her with an inserter

Discord server had a Minecraft phase - we played The Chocolate Edition modpack, this is the most fun I've had in a modpack with friends. It's not really tech-focused, it's very objective and exploration focused, having "eyes" you need to gather by doing quests. It feels like Minecraft with Terraria progression, we loved it.

my minecraft cottage

This is the first year I've gotten involved with Advent of Code, competing on a Love2D server leaderboard. This was great - in industry, you don't really get to do pure & dense algorithmic stuff very often due to enterprise-isms, so it was nice to know I've still retained some of my university leetcode chops. The first week+ of tasks were quite simple so I used it as an excuse to learn how to make Manim animations. (Also as an excuse to learn Python, I've somehow dodged writing even a single line of Python in my 15+ years of coding...)

me rank #1 in AOC leaderboard, all gold stars completed

2025 Goals

I had 2 goals this year - make a fighting game and host a tournament, and make physical oil paintings.

My friends got me some oil painting classes for my birthday and they were great fun. I got along with everybody there, but the class was full of older people I couldn't relate to much though, so I didn't make friends. I bought oil paints after this but haven't used them yet. I'd like to join the city's art club next year, but building up the courage for it is hard..

My oil painting of some fruit

And here's my first attempt for a fighting game. For a while I've wanted to make a traditional fighter but the win condition is similar to smash bros - the sort of sumo-wrestling-y knockout.

This was a lot of work and the resulting games that were played weren't incredibly interesting. I know that even if I get all 5 fighters into the game, with their full moveset, that'll only be 20% of the full game's work. The remaining 80% will be balancing and making the kits more interesting.

5 character concepts for my fighter

Character design is hard!! I wish I could create n'zig ironmaiden but I can only make jimmies.......

My oil painting of some fruit

For the amount of time I have available to me, a traditional fighter is far too complicated to make fun, so I wanted to fart out a Nidhogg - here's Smaurai Buttshit. It's far far simpler than a traditional fighter, but I think the movement keeps things pretty expressive. Playtests for this game have been great fun (thanks Shaun, Kae, Moth, PG and Jill 💖). I still haven't hosted any kind of tournament for it yet though..

I think I hit my goals this year but I think I did the absolute minimum for both of them. I could paint more.. I could have made a full fighter.. I'd like to continue working on both of these..

Games of the Year

The Goats:

Very Good Honorable Mentions:

Dishonorable mentions:

Gold rank league
Sanabi <3

Songs of the Year

Nice ones
Magdalena Bay - Wandering Eyes (the whole of minimix vol 3 is good)
Sports - Damn I'm Tired
Men I Trust - I Come With Mud
Dayglow - Woah Man
The Hotelier - Among the Wildflowers
Songs: Ohia - Just Be Simple
HEALTH - ANTIDOTE
Hudson Bikichky (Eclipsium OST) - Torn Apart in Your Image
Ethel Cain - Waco, Texas (again, whole album is incredible)
Red House Painters - Katy Song
Sun Kil Moon - Carissa
Wisp - Yellow
Yume 2kki OST - Giant Toilet (Extended)

Fun ones (some start really loud be careful of volume):
Vylet Pony - Monarch of Monsters, ya the whole album
Camellia feat. Camellia - BITE ME MORE PLS
eternityz - I Can't See
TAK - LEMON MELON COOKIE
Tallah - Hard Knock
156/Silence - Character Development (Cold Start)
hugo808 - The Devil
Magdalena Bay - Body
Jagged Jaw - Again And Again
Experimental Harsh Noise Instrument

Other stuff I did that I don't have pics for

Next Year

I've been very indoors this year, and very sad about my job, but it's been good.

Next year I want to:

snoffee

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